In the late summer of 1996 I left Bali for America. My good friend Slim met me at LAX in her Studebaker Lark. On the way to Hollywood the native Californian told me that she had fallen in love with an artist in New York."
"That's good news, except it's 3000 miles from here."
"I know and that's why I'm driving there in two days."
"In this car?" The '61 Lark was a classic with a V8 engine.
"Yes, you want to be co-pilot?"
"I have nothing keeping me in LA."
My funds were running low and agreed to join her, but asked, “Are we in a hurry?”
“Not really. I've never driven cross country.
"Then maybe we might a few detours."
I had a hankering to see Monument Valley in person rather than in a John Wayne movie.
"Short detours.When was the last time you cross the country?"
"1975." America had been a different country.
"You old hippie." Slim smiled and stepped on the gas. The 289 was tuned for speed and we headed into the Malibu Hills
"You got that right." And I still was a hippie in many ways. I believed in love and asked, "So what about this guy in New York?"
Slim navigated the traffic on the Ventura Freeway.
"When are we leaving?"
"Tomorrow I'm having a good-bye party. We'll leave when all the beer is gone."
"Then you're behind the wheel first." I liked my drink.
"I wouldn't have it any other way."
Slim and I spoke about Paris on the drive to her bungalow off Melrose.
The summer of 1984 we had met at the Bains-Douches.
The ex-model and I were simply friends.
In my 40s I had long come to appreciate women as friends instead of lovers.
Even in the City of Light.
The next morning I surfed with her brothers in Ventura. Joe and Pat were two of Slim's seven siblings and the they had known the Pacific since they were children.
"Watch out for the shore break," shouted Joe.
A wave thunked me to the sand and I crawled onto the beach.
My Surf City day was over quick.
The waves at Little Rincon were bigger, thicker, and colder than Bali, but the brothers didn't let me drown.
That evening Slim and I drove to the bon-voyage party in Hollywood.
The Hills above Malibu was Slim's spiritual home.
Just not now.
The surf waved good-bye from the Pacific.
Friends and family came to say good-bye. Slim said that she wasn't leaving forever, "Only a real long time."
For love and I said, "Don't worry, Meg will always be a Californian."
"Why?" asked her brother Joe.
"Because no one born outside the five boroughs will ever be a New Yorker."
"I've been there over twenty years and I remain a New Englander."
My accent said Down East or South Shore and that would never change."
"I lived in shack on a wooden pier jutting into Gloucester Harbor. It smelled of fish. Always. Nothing like that in New York."
"Cobb lives on the North Shore."
She mentioned the town and Cobb's last name. His people didn't speak to people from the South Shore, but Slim extolled the sculptor's virtue. Cobb sounded like a good guy and I toasted her good luck.
Better her than me.
Around midnight Slim kissed, embraced, and hugged the guests, then called her beau once more. I sat in the passenger seat and Slim got behind the wheel. She waved to everyone and five minutes later we were on the highway.
Night traffic through the valley was light and I asked, "You mind if I sleep for a little?"
"Not at all." Slim turned on the radio. A Mexican station from the desert played Selena's NO ME QUEDA MAS.
I laid my head against the glass and closed my eyes on LA to dream about lands south of the border.
By dawn we were in the desert. The radio was playing Reba's THE HEART IF A LONELY HUNTER.
Only a few cars and trucks were on the highway.
Slim drove the Lark at 80.
"I thought we weren't in a hurry."
"You really want to go slow through this?"
We were surrounded by sand, brushes, and rocks.
"No, I guess not. Where are we anyway?"
"South of Victorville."
"Damn, I got stuck there hitchhiking in 1974. My friend and I took a bus and ended up in Needles. It was 117 in the shade."
"It gets like that out here."
"Then step on it."
Slim did just that and the Lark kept pace with her desire to be in New York with her man.
We avoided Las Vegas and headed north to Zion Canyon.
There was nothing like the sandstone canyon back East.
Awesome cliffs climbed into the heavens. I wanted to take a hike up the trail and Slim argued for moving on.
"We might never come this way again."
"You're right. A small hike on the canyon floor."
We walked into a narrow defile. A stream trickled through the stone. Slim took photos.
The wind washed over the sandstone.
Meg looked at her watch.
I turned to leave rather than her say we had to go.
That night we stayed on the North Rim of the Grand Canyon. The room had twin beds. It had been a long day and after dinner we walked out to the edge of the expanse.
"I was on the South Rim in 1972."
I thought I looked like Jimmy Page. No one else did.
"That's me, although I cut my hair in 1975. Some girl said my head looked like a thatched roof."
"Not an attractive look."
"You got that right."
We returned to the motel and fell asleep fast.
In the morning we continued east through the badlands and I posed as Rodin's 'The Thinker'.
I liked the weird rock formations.
They were everywhere.
At noon we approached the Vermillion Cliffs and stopped at a historical marker, stating that the Spanish explorer Francisco Coronado's expedition had come this way in the 1500s.
"I wonder what they did for water."
"Sucked stones until they reached the Colorado."
"Only an hour behind us."
It was getting hot and there was no water in sight.
"By car. By horse or on foot three days. We could be in New York in three days."
She got back behind the wheel. I sat with the map, plotting the route.
The Lark was running good. Slim drove faster. She was deeply in love and wanted to be with Cobb.
I thought about her desire to be with someone. I had just circled the globe. I had seen millions of people. None of them were for me.
The evening sky was going purple, as we arrived in Kayenta, Arizona, capitol of the Navaho nation. The windblown town looked like Mars 100 years after a failed terra-forming experiment. Slim wanted to stop at the hotel. I said that we could get a room nearer Monument Valley.
"It'll be great waking there in the morning."
After the sunset darkness dropped like a stone.
"Are you sure there's room up ahead?"
"Monument Valley is a destination. The motel there has to have rooms."
I was wrong. Everything was booked for miles.
We returned to Kayenta for gas and food. Slim was not happy. She got out at the pump and call Cobb from a phone booth. We barely spoke during our meal.
"So what's the plan?"
"We sleep in the car."
"Out in the desert or we keep driving until we find a motel."
"I'm done driving and I want to see the valley in the morning."
"Okay." I paid for our meals and we got back in the Lark.
After dinner Slim handed me the keys.
"Find us someplace."
I drove out into the valley and pulled off the road on hard-packed sand.
"Do you think this is safe?"
Safe as anywhere else." Even I was spooked by the high plains blackness.
"Please don't ask if I think we're the only ones out there? I'm not in the mood for a talk about ETs."
"Sure." I hadn't seen any aliens since living New York.
Slim folded down the driver's seat. I followed her lead. There was only one blanket. She wasn't sharing it with me. The temperature dropped into the 50s.
"Thanks for this." Slim broke her silence.
"You think I wanted this? I'm coming for Asia. There are motels everywhere. Here there's none."
"You got that right."
She pulled up the blanket and I shivered myself to sleep, but I woke in the middle of the night and got out of the Studebaker. I needed to pee.
A billion stars spread across the heaven and I went back to the car, happy to be alive. Slim was sleeping. I tried to do the same, but nights were cold in the desert.
The Valley was even more desolate with the dawn and Slim said, "You're up."
I made good time on 163.
To the San Juan River.
We ate breakfast at Mexican Hat.
Slim was not talkative and went to the telephone to call Cobb.
She returned with a smile.
"It will be, " Meg explained how she was stealing Cobb away from wicked girlfriend.
"My money's on you."
"Then start driving like you were in love."
I hit 100 on 191 and we joined 161 and head east towards the Rockies.
A Mercedes had been totaled outside Bluff.
I slowed down to asked, if the driver needed help.
"No, the tow truck is coming." He was a middle aged man with a cowboy hat.
"Suit yourself." I couldn't see what he had hit or how.
A half-mile down the road Slim asked, "How you think that happen?"
"Certainly not another, so I'm guessing driver error." Nothing else made any sense.
"Please try not to do the same."
Slim loved her Lark, although not as much as Chris.
You got it." I hadn't had an accident in over ten years.
And that had been in Paris.
Before noon we stopped at the Ananazi cliffside ruins. This site had supported over two thousand inhabitants. The city had been abandoned the site a century before Coronado's expedition. Now there were only tourists.
"Where they all go?"
"No one knows. There are no native legends about the tribe. Modern historian theorize that there was a long drought and the people migrated to a river." I felt no ghosts. After an hour we were ready to go. Slim wanted to drive. "I'm hearing something in the engine."
"I didn't hear a thing."
"It's not your car.
Heading into the Rockies it was obvious something was wrong with the Hawk's carborator. A mechanic fixed it in Durango. Slim called Cobb. They spoke on the phone for a long time.
"I wish we were on the highway."
New York was about 2000 miles from here.
"We'll be on one as soon as we're out of the mountains."
My trip around the world was coming to an end.
We stayed the night in Durango.
The snow pack had lasted through the summer.
The next day we cross the Continental Divide.
Rivers flowed to the Atlantic from here.
We passed old mines.
I thought about swimming in a stream. The water seemed clean, but a sign warned of toxic chemicals from the mine tailings.
Now the quaint town struck gold with tourists.
We kept going.
We reached I-80 outside of Vail. Slim was ready to make time and we were in the Great Plains within the hour. Everything from here on in was basically downhill.
People honked at us. They loved seeing the Studebaker. We waved back.
Slim's foot remained heavy on the accelerator.
"What about food and gas."
"That's all we need." Slim was living strictly on love.
I fought to take the back roads.
Slim was having none of it. We listened to radio and she asked about my trip to the Orient. I told her about London, Paris, Nepal, Thailand, Malaysia, Indonesia, and Bali.
"All around the world." I took a photo of a drive-in. No one went to them anymore.
"My fourth time."
You think you will ever settle down?"
"I guess this is just my way of settling down."
I had an apartment in the East Village. I called it home. The road was someplace else.
Truck stops were the only civilization in the plains.
Long-distance trucks were driven by kings of the road.
We crossed the Mississippi stopping only to put our feet in the Father of All Waters for good luck. Slim's mind was set on 'go'.
Meg wanted to see the Studebaker Museum in South Bend, Indiana. It was out of our way.
I convinced her to skip it and instead we swam in Lake Michigan.
The Ojibwa considered Mishigami as great water. They had no word for the ocean.
Slim and I didn't have one either.
We had no reason to stop in Detroit and continued across Ontario to Niagara Falls.
We would have kept driving, except the Studebaker had a flat. The mechanic told us to wait in the diner. Slim entered first.
The patrons had never seen someone as tall as her and their eyes followed her every steps of her flipflops slapping against the floor on her way to the Ladies room. We slept that night in a hotel on the Canadian side of the Falls.
New York was across the river. We had run out of states.
The Lark had done its job.
We were in the Catskills.
New York was less than one-hundred miles away.
We arrived in Soho at sunset.
I retrieved my bag from the trunk.
"I will be soon."
Cobb met us at Lucky Strike. He took one look at me and figured the worst. He was wrong. Slim and I were just friends, but the two were in love.
I thanked Slim for the ride and left the restaurant to go to my apartment on East Tenth Street.
My key turned the lock.
I sat in my living room and shuffled through six months of mail.
None of it was important and I turned on the TV.
Sometimes this place was home and tonight was one of them.