Rasta Mayans

Sleaze a la Old Bangkok

Written Apr 1, 2019 Most tourists to Thailand have wandered through Patpong, but the old sex entrepot has been tamed by time, but even twenty years ago other than the sex shows on the second floors there was never too much sleaze of the soi. Mostly straight-forward go-go bars and beer halls with the usual barfine and 'love you long time' lines.

Ho-hum.

Massage parlors. Girls with numbers washing you with their bodies. Very sensual, but how wicked could a place be when you're being washed clean for an hour.

But back in the 90s Bangkok had dives. Bars your mother prayed you would never enter. Booze halls your father never visited. Den of iniquity you don't write home and brag, "Gee, you should have seen where I spent Christmas."

My first dive in Bangkok was Kenny's Bar off Soi Duplei.

Kenny’s purported to be a bar/restaurant. Walking by you wouldn’t think it was anything evil judging from the daytime bunch of losers searching for the chance of sex or drugs or whatever comes there way. There was even a little gambling going on and Kenny was always trying to get you to go with his girlsor him or the three of them, but in the end he was a family man and sadly went off to the UK with a lover. Now his cousin Fat Pat maintains the same level of depravity.

The next three were godless haunts with no socially redeemable values.

If you even know of these places you have already sold your soul to the Devil.

Congratulations.

Eden Club off Sukhumvit.

You walked into the bar.

The manager, a weedy frog, said, "The Eden is not for drinking. It is for fucking."

The Frenchman clapped his hands like the Marquis de Sade. The girls separated into two groups. Michel, that’s his name, explained, “The girls on the right are 2 hole. The girls on the left 3. Do you need me to explain?"

If you hit the Eden right then you can choose two princesses, but if you show up with a friend, then you fight over the pickings.

And let's face it going to a place like the Eden is no fun unless you can brag about your exploits to your friend afterwards.

3-holers were understandably not as pretty as 2-holers.

But they were good to mix and match.

The girls will do anything to each other for an hour; dildo, 69, XXX movies, but bring your party hat because the Eden costs about 3500 for an hour and the clock started ticking from the time you leave the bar. So no lingering on the stairs.

If you were stuck for ideas, the girls will provide inspiration.

The owner, Michel, the garlic eater, promised 'satisfaction guaranteed or your money back'.

Which was almost impossible after you've been satisfied better than an Ismaeli Asāsiyyeen who are promised raisins and not seventy-virgins in heaven or Jannah.

The Eden was a fine place to walk out feeling like you need to confess your soul, but it was far from damnation. That honor was accorded two legendary Bangkok establishments.

It's 2am. everything is shut. You're still up for hell.

Damn Satan. I'll take his best shot.

For real sleaze you need some place when you mention its name, friends scrunched their eyes and say, "You're not seriously thinking about going there."

The Thermae Coffee House commotes die-hard devotion to a life of sin.

Entering the bar required courage. Farangs descended into a firetrap populated by the possibly wildest girls in Bangkok. Their fun began way after where yours ended.

Thermae was not for the casual tourist as the male clientele was better suited for a police line-up in any country in the world; dealers, thieves, scammers, drunks, losers, perverts as nauseum.

If pets resembled their owners, then these guys own rats, snakes, and weasels.

In short the Thermae was a Disneyworld funhouse for deviants.

The girls could be scary. Ugly enough to make a train take a dirt road or else scary in the sense that you never knew what you were getting into; fight with an ex-, STD, psycho burn-out at your hotel, possible jumpers.

But that was the price of admission to the most depraved place in town.

The Thermae was sin and you know you’re a bad person sitting there.

Plus it was almost impossible to get its smell off you.

At the reception of your hotel the staff would take a sniff.

'Eau de thermae'.

Their esteem dropped to the level of a street dog, especially when your date from the bar entered after you. Cheap slutty and drunk. Miss Dok Thong 2006. The next morning the staff checked your room for possible theft of towels. A post Thermae ritual.

GRACE BAR was a dark star of depravity, which even scared the infamous Stickman.

Despite numerous edicts on early closure of bars in Bangkok, the Grace strove to uphold its myth. The girls were beasts and the men were lovers of beasts. No one seemed to bathe or change their clothing. Some smelled like they might have died in the past 2-3 days.

Everyone at the bar had inhaled enough second-hand smoke to get cancer and their life expectancy was under constant threat from alcoholism and drugs. The males were drop-outs from the Osman Bin Laden suicide camp, Nigerian scam artists, Sikh tailors who haven't washed in a year, and American expats too fucked up to realize they were not in a go-go bar.

The women were beautiful, if you had lost four of your senses. Most of them were old, which was good because the people frequenting the Grace should be banned from procreation. Customers and girls ODed in their chairs. No one tried to revive them, because one deserved a second chance in the Grace. They had wasted those long ago.

The Grace was a hellhole.

Still you had to love these places, because without them Bangkok became one big shopping mall. And we don’t buy anything in those emporiums.

Well, maybe Ginger Crisps at Marks and Spencers.

ATLANTIC SLAPDOWN by Peter Nolan Smith

Written 9/8/16

Last Saturday afternoon the streets of Brooklyn sweltered in the sultry August heat and my landlord invited me to join a family excursion to the beach. I had only swam in the ocean twice all summer, so my answer was quick and to the point.

"Gimme five minutes."

I ran upstairs and changed into my beach gear, then grabbed a towel. We weren't going far and I hurried down to the street in time to help AP load his kids' bikes into AP's Audi A6 station wagon.

"Nice day for it." The temperature was in the mid-90s.

"Any day is." I sat in the back with the door open. The afternoon air was breathless and I toweled the sweat off my face. His daughter and son bounded down the stairs and joined me in the back. Lizzie and my daughter Angie were born only a few days apart, while James was two years older than Wey Wey. I considered both AP's children family. Mine was on the other side of the world in Thailand.

"Everyone set?" their platinum-haired mother, Kay, asked from the front.

"Ready," we chorused and AP drove through downtown Brooklyn to the Dumbo exit of the south-bound BQE. Traffic was nearly non-existent along the shore of New York harbor and we round the Narrows past Coney Island. AP got off the BQE at 11S to cross over Jamaica Bay Inlet on the Gil Hodges Bridge after which AP entered Fort Tilden, to which he had a parking permit from the Rockaway Artists Collective.

After pulling out the bikes, the two kids rode ahead on the crumbling roads of the decommissioned military outpost, while we tramped toward the beach.

Fort Tilden had served the nation since the War of 1812 and existed as Naval Air Station Rockaway throughout the 20th Century. Coastal guns had at one time dotted the dunes to protect New York City from invasion. During the Cold War Nike Hercules and Nike Ajax missiles had been installed in bunkers and launch sites to shoot down Soviet nuclear missile.

AP's eight-year old son was desperate to find a silo in the flowering beach heather.

"Why don't they not have missiles now?"

"The fort was abandoned in the 70s."

"Why?" It was only the second of many whys and AP was a good father. He answered each and every one through the dunes.

We reached the beach, as the crowds were heading for home. The wind off the water was cold. The beach was strewn with plastic bags and beer cans. AP's son asked why.

"Because people are pigs," AP answered and stripped off his shirt. He had summered most of his life on the Hamptons. This was his ocean. His daughter and son waded in ankle-deep surf, as he plunged into the thick ocean rollers. I wasn't quite ready and policed the sandy stretch around us for trash. After five minutes it was almost pristine and I dropped the bag of garbage by Kay reading a book.

"A little better now."

"Wasn't any plastic on the beach when I was growing up."

AK's wife came from San Diego. I knew those beaches from the 70s.

"You think the Atlantic is different from the Pacific?"

Both are cold." She put down her book and surveyed the green waves. "The surf is bigger back home and the slope doesn't drop off so fast like it does here, but it's almost the same. What about Thailand?"

"The water there is calm and warm." I shut my eyes and saw Angie and Wey Wey on Mae Laim Phim. My kids loved Rayong. The sand was soft and the water was warm, plus palm trees lined the beach. Nothing was getting me there today and I opened them to see Lizzie and James before me.

"Are you going in?"

"No, I just sit here. I'll watch your garbage."

Kay resume reading her book.

"Thanks."

I tugged off my shirt and walked to the edge of the surf. AP stroked through the surf and shook the water off his body.

"You kids ready for a swim?" AP was a good swimmer and a better father.

"Yes."

Lizzie disappeared under a wave. Her younger brother was more cautious.

"I'll carry you." AK lifted James in his arms and wandered into the deeper water. I missed my sons. My daughters too.

"Don't mention it." I was also a father.

I ran into the ocean. I duckdove under a large wave and Aussie-crawled about a hundred feet from shore. The current swept east at a fast clip and I swam to keep AP and his daughter before me. James shouted and pointed behind me. A surging wave built a sloping face. I rode it for a good twenty feet before the wave collapsed onto the sandbar, slamming my body to the sand and I popped to the surface gasping for breath.

An unusual pain throbbed in the ribs.

Lord Neptune had tried to kill me, but I wasn't an easy victim and bodysurfed to shallower water. Standing up I inhaled deeply. The ache wasn't going away and I decided it was time to call an end to this swimming expedition.

"You okay?" AP asked emerging from the surf with his daughter and son clinging to his neck.

"I might have bruised a rib, but I'm okay."

His kids ran to their mother.

It was three months since my last visit home.

Sea water was good at hiding my tears and I said, "Nothing a few margaritas wouldn't cure."

"Your wish is my command." AP is a kindred soul. "Let's go get some in Rockaway. Tacos too."

His wife liked the idea.

"That was quite a tumble you took."

"It only hurts when I laugh."

"I bet it does, but it will go away." Kay understood the ache in my heart, but her children were happy and I was happy for them to be happy and ever happier that we had gone to Fort Tilden. I inhaled deeply and grimaced from the pain.

It wasn't bad and I follow my friends to the car.

They were a family and so was mine.

And one day soon I will go see my kids.

On the sands of a beach far away.

And that will happen one day.

Thai Words for Smile

Written Jul 24, 2008

Different languages have many words for the same thing.

Eskimos supposedly have 15 words for snow.
You can read them on this URL

http://www.ecst.csuchico.edu/~atman/Misc/eskimo-snow-words.html

The travel movie AMAZING THAILAND claims the Thais have 13 words for smile. This statement falls into the realm of urban legend, although the Thais have a smile for every occasion.

Happy? Smile. Sad? Smile. Crash car into buffalo? Smile.
I went to www.thai2english.com to see how close they came to 13.

6 was the answer.

Yim - Smile

Roi yim - Smile

Feun Yim - Forced Smile ie after you tell your wife you're not giving her any more money for the week.

Om Yim - Smile knowingly ie your wife knows you'll hit an ATM for her if you want to go out with your friends and not get an earful.

Bproi Yim - Distribute smiles to ie smile to others saying what a fool your husband is not thinking he can get away without hitting an ATM

Obviously there are some smiles even the Thais don't recognize.

Yim Mah - Doglike smile on your girlfriend's boyfriend who's you think is his brother.

Yim Kee - Shit-eating smile on your girlfriend after you discover her brother is really her husband.

Yim Beer - Your smile after figuring a bottle of beer is more faithful than your girlfriend.

Yim Kwai - Your smile as seen by Thais. Buffalo grin

Yim Talung - Your smile walking down Soi 6. Otherwise known as a leer.

Yim Im - Smile after eating too much.

Yim Isarah - Your smile upon biding your missus adios.

"Free at last, free at last. Good God Almighty. Free at last." Martin Luther King.

The South Shore to Maine - New England - Quinton Sprague and Peter Nolan Smith

Written Aug 24, 2021

THE SOUTH SHORE TO MAINE by Quinton Arundel

At the 169
Willem gives his blessing to our road trip

Peter visits a friend Franny
I drive a rented car to Nantasket
Hull
Fried clams at Tony's on Wollaston Beach
Talk Heroin. More honest than cocaine. Talk about dropping qualludes in the Duxbury cranberry bogs
The old Bay State Colony

The Quincy Quarries ain't no more. Emerald water is grass surrounded rock cliffs

No one in his family lives in Boston. Route 128 is their home.

Listen to Jonathan Richman's ROADRUNNER
Head north on 128 to Cape Ann, Gloucester, Rocky Neck
Swim at the Rockpport Quarry.

Peter jumps off the cliff into the water
The police come to investigate our trespass onto private property.
Peter explains he could read the signs because he's dyslexic and has been swimming here since 1970
"What's your excuse?" asks the officer.
"I'm with him."
We leave wet from the leap

Ipswich Beach.
Beautiful sand, but not the quarries.
We stop at the Babylon of the North Shore

Salisbury Beach.
"I did acid here in the winter of 1971."
"How was it?"
"Wicked."
Our only direction was north.
Portsmouth NH
Kittery Maine
York Maine.

My land and lobstahs too.
Tomorrow north to Falmouth and Sebago to hear the myths of weird old man.
Weird old men never get old.

Tragedy at Laem Mae Phim

Written Jul 4, 2012

When my family moved south from Maine to a suburb south of Boston in 1960, my best friend and I vowed never to go swimming unless we were together. Chaney's parents had a place on Lake Sebago. That summer was warm in New England. One day in August my mother received a phone call from Chaney’s mother. I was told to sit in our station wagon. After a few minutes my mother exited from our split-level house and said, “Chaney drowned this morning.”

I sat in the car for a long time, staring at the silhouette of Great Blue Hill.

Chaney was gone.

My eight-year old friend had broken our vow, but so had I at Nantasket Beach. One of us had paid the price. Chaney not me, so drownings have always held a special sorrow for me.

Three times I've jumped into the ocean to save people; Horseneck Beach for a drunk, Matzatlan for a small Mexican boy, and Pulau Wey in Sumatra for a young Muslim girl. Each rescue was effortless since they were in trouble in less than four feet of water and I walked them to shore and the gratitude of their families. The owe their lives to my Boy Scout swimming merit badge, but not everyone in the world knows how to swim and especially not in Thailand, where there are no lifeguards at the beaches.

Down the coast from Pattaya is Had Laem Mae Phim.

In calm weather this soft sandy beach offers safe waters for non-swimmers. School bus tours from the Isaan Plateau arrive at the beach to offer students their first encounter with the sea. The teachers instruct their classes to be careful, then retreat under the palms for an afternoon of eating and drinking. Most trips end with happy faces, but Laem Mae Phim isn't called 'the mother that cries' for nothing.

If the wind is up, the calm waters are churned to chest-high waves and deadly undertows suck at the innocent.

Such an incident occurred the other day as reported by pattayaone.com

'Four friends drowned off the coast of Sattahip on Friday morning in a tragic case which began with the attempted suicide of a 19 year old man who was jealous of his girlfriends Facebook activities, especially those which involved other men. Ironically he survived but four of his friends who jumped into the water to save him, drowned. Khun Jalaepat, who was heavily intoxicated, was in a state of complete shock but did explain how he jumped into the water with the intention of drowning. Two other friends, who were able to rescue Khun Jalaepat, confirmed the story and watched as rescue workers found the four bodies and took them to shore. The four dead friends were aged between 17 and 19 and were found throughout the morning as an earlier rescue was not possible due to poor weather conditions. Police are investigating but have initially recorded the deaths as accidental.'

Death by Facebook.

It's a deadly addiction.

We didn't have Facebook in 1960.

At Chaney's funeral the priest said my friend was in heaven. I looked into the sky and saw only sky. If there was no heaven, then there was no hell.

Wherever Chaney was, I would meet him there.

273.5 Pounds Over And Under - Fulton County Jail

I've been arrested in Newton, Mass. for a high speed chase in the VW Hatchback, Delaware for hitchhiking, New York City charged with illegally operating an after-hours club, Paris after writing a love poem on the walls of the British Embassey, and Thailand accused of civil disobedience. Each time I was fingerprinted and mugshot by the agents of the law. I have never seen the mughshots. I was never weighed, but tomorrow Donald Trump will be arraigned in Fulton County Jail and the court requires his weight and height.

At his Manhattan booking earlier this year, the 76-year-old Trump reportedly claimed he was six-foot-two and weighed 240 pounds, although he refused tomsubmit to measurements.

Las Vegas and bookies around the globe are offering bets on the Orange Messiah's tie color, skin color, shat evidence, tears appearance, height and weight. According to the Daily Mail one bookmaker site, Antigua-based BetOnline, on Friday offered an over/under of 273.5 pounds for Trump's weight upon his surrender to authorities in Fulton County, noted gambling news Instagram account TheJuice. , allow the gambler to select whether they believe the outcome will be higher or lower than amount selected by oddsmakers.

According to the Daily Mail the bookmaker site, Antigua-based BetOnline, on Friday offered an over/under of 273.5 pounds for Trump's weight upon his surrender to authorities in Fulton County, noted gambling news Instagram account TheJuice.

For Trump's 2020 physical, White House physician Sean P. Conley guessestimated Trump as six-foot-three and weighing 244 pounds. I worked as a physionomiste at nightclubs around theworld and likened myself to a carnival adept guessing rubes's weight, heights, and reilgion. If I were a betting man, i would go with the over on the weight and try and get the odds for over 300 pounds and under on the height since as humans age they shrink in altitude.

Booked on criminal charges of attempted voter fraud, a crime the GOP have preached against the 2020 presidential election without finding any wrongdoing, yet the majority of Republicans believe that votes were stolen in child pedo pizza parlors by demonic devil-worshipping Communists without admitting that Trump win in 2016 with a minority of the popular vote thanks to the political relic of the Electoral College. MAGA rebels went so far as to Steal the Vote in several states including Georgia.

Odds are heavily favoring Trump's plea of not guilty.

No one is guilty after the fact and I used to study the Wanted posters in the Post Office. These listed the accused's crime, height, and weight. I always that the police lied about the crimes and the wanted faled their height and weight.

Except in the case of Whitey Bulger, notorious South Boston snitch murdering drug dealer. He was the worst. Conversely I was proud to see the revolutionaries on the run. Trump will probaly post bail and walk until trial, then again he's such a skinflint egomaniac that he'll show up without at money on hand.

The rich never carry money.

Nor do any Americans.

All they have is plastic.

Sept 6, 1994 - Maine - Journal Entry

I've spent the last week with Willem, his wife Liz, his son Jack, and several of the Wooster Group up on Thompson Lake, Maine. Fishing, swimming, hiking in Evans Notch, eating and drinking at their renovated summer camp. Willem has been extremely gracious and hospitable as was Liz, who previously had regarded me as an intrusion into their life. Both of us travel through the yera. He to films and me to Europe, Central America, and now Asia. We have met occasionally in London or New York for drinks or dinner. I was pleasantly surprised to be their camp guest.

He and I go back to 1978. He had been living a floor above my flat at 256 East 10th Street.

One week at night the sounds of sex echoed loudly down the airshaft. Alice, my hillbilly girfriend, shouted up the the lovers. No, it was more a scream. I thought it wouldn't last long, but the sessions lasted more than an hour with the woman begging for more.

"Talk to him."

She meant the blonde actor on the fifth floor. Our passion was always silent, almost as if she were in a church. She nev er asked for more, but prayed, "Oh, God." more worshipping her orgasm than my ardor.

The next day I confronted the actor in the stairway.

"Me?" He thought it was me, then we realized it was the dwarf on the fourth floor. We had a good laugh and he invited me to a play on Wooster Street. He had a few lines. "I want a coffee Boston."

As a native Bostonian I had never heard that order in any diners north or south of the Neponset River. I didn't care. Willem was good people, althiugh we never saw us regularly. Friends? There was no other word for it and I'm glad to be in Maine. My almost home state. Liz wishes she came from here. she had spent time on this lake at this camp, which Willem bought. She had spent time here as a child and now an adult. More timme than me, but I still have the accent.

I came up with an Esquire Magazine. Chuck Pfieffer, Willem's friend, had a story in the magazine about his years in Vietnam.He had been a Green Beret captain and none of his stories were bullshit. Once we were leaving Nell's for the Upper Peninsula of Michigan. I almost talked his girlfriend Paige to join Paulie and Greg. A good thinyg she said no. Chuck was no joke.

The Esquire article written by an editorial assistant to rein in the big man's mania told of going back to a land where he had been king or could act like a king, meeting Generwl Giap, although he made it sound, as if he would have rather sat at the Hilton Hano pool sipping drinks with Paige than swapping war stories with the NVA hero.

Who wouldn't?

I mentioned Chuck to Wille. I recalled seeing them a year ago at Nells. They seemed to be tighter than he and i had ever been and I realized he might have based his film character in PLATOON on Chuck. Olivier Stone had certainly scuplted Elias from his and Chuck's lives. The three of them had been friends. Chuck was a real hero. I was nothing, but then I'd never tried to be anything else.

"Poor Chuck," Willem said and his voice caved, as if he were talking about someone lost or dead. Something had happened between them. He looked at the photo in the magazine he walked out of Cabin # 7 without a word. I felt weird about not knowing about their estrangement and wondered if he spoke the same way about me.

But most of my friends spoke about me and said, "I thought he was dead."
Not dead, only died andome back from the other side.
Forever Lazurus.

Sie Gesund The Mohel

Two days ago Philip L. Sherman, New York City's most prominent mohel, passed away after performing over 27,000 circumcisions over forty-five years. A truly holy man, this mohel had time to play music and ride motorcycles between his busy schedule of B’rit milahs, an average of three daily.

"My record is eleven in one day – two twins and seven others."

Jews are circumcised according the Yahweh's instructions to the tribe in the Torah, which is first mentioned in Genesis 17: 9-12: "And he that is eight days old shall be circumcised." thus creating a covenant with their Lord.

Traditionally a mohel cut off the foreskin and then sucked off the blood in a rite called Metzitzah B’peh, thereafter the foreskin was buried in the earth, a practice perhaps dating back to wandering in the desert after fleeing Egypt to escape their debtors.

Eight days old and such a trauma.

Kantor Sherman acknowledged that the infant boy does feel pain.

How can he not?

Some stranger in cutting off his foreskin.

Circumcision is not a prerequisite to being Jewish. If the mother is Jewish then the boy is Jewish. That simple. As for just goys, the medical profession subscribes to the practice for health reason, however the diseases attributed to having a foreskin are extremely rare and our present acceptance of this archaic butchering of the body dates back to Victorian fears of masturbation damaging a young boy's soul and body, although the Puritans also ascribing the the procedure.

I was cut without thought. 1952. The Richardson House. I doubt my foreskin was buried with millions of others from male babies. It is all barbaric to me, as if female genital mutilation as practiced throughout the Muslim lands and Africa. In Kenya I have stood outside the refuges for young women. Their families call for them. Come and cut your skin. Be one with us. The missionaries say nothing about the trimming off the female foreskin, as in America no one questions the continuation of this barbaric practice.

Jesus' foreskin or the Holy Prepuce adorns many European churches, although the one True Holy Foreskin is located in a Calcata church called Chiesa del SS. The faithful have claimed that rubbing the ancient skin on a blind person's eye can restore their vision. Maybe the Catholic will one day attempt to raise Jesus from the dead from the DNA extraction from the Holy Foreskin, and then The Nailed God came perform the miracle of foreskin regrowth. Until then the Mohel will have his way with the foreskin, one tiny schlong at a time.

Unschlocking the Schlong

WRITTEN 6/26/12

German courts have banned circumcision of older boys on the grounds that the traditional cutting off of the male foreskin causes the child bodily harm. In babies the healing process takes up to 10 days, but for older boys the scar will remain for months. Jews and Muslims angrily protested such a judgment as an attack on religious freedom.

I was circumcised at birth. My parents were told that the procedure was painless and my penis would be cleaner than someone with a foreskin. I had no choice in this matter. The doctor sliced off my foreskin and that was that.

As a boy we heard the following joke.

A surgeon retires from his long career as a specialist in circumcision. Throughtout his career he has saved hundreds of foreskins as mementos and now wishes to turn them into a souvenir. He takes his specimens to a leathersmith and asks him to make something out of them. A week later the surgeon returns and the leathersmith presents him with a wallet.

"All those foreskins and you only made me a wallet?" exclaims the surgeon.

The leathersmith replies, "Yes, but if you stroke it, it becomes a briefcase."

None of us who were circumcised found any humor in the joke, because circumcision takes away more than a snip of skin. The total area of skin removed from the penis is about the size of a 3" X 5" index card and with this loss of elasticity the skin becomes taut thereby shortening the penis by a 1/2 inch.

Not much doctors say to guarantee cleanliness, except in coitus the phantom nerves of my absent foreskin ask me, "Why?"

The origins of circumcision lay in ancient times. Some scholars of antiquity consider it a rite of passage or religious sacrifice pointing to Egyptian hieroglyphics, although the man in the image looks more like he is being punished for a crime, since his hands are restrained by another man.

In the Victorian era English doctors prescribed the the theory that circumcision would prevent masturbation in young boys. I have disproved that hypothesis thousands of times as a boy and a man without the pleasure of that extra length or sensitive flesh.

My foreskin is gone.

The operation was performed at Boston Lying-In for Women.

It did not accompany me home.

I doubt it was buried with respect.

In fact it might have been used for cosmetics.

Years ago at the Bangkok-Pattaya hospital I looked into the possibility of a foreskin reconstruction. The Thai doctors shook their heads. They were good at transforming men into women or re-attached penis cut off my angry wives, however there was no procedure for replacing my foreskin.

There is no unschlocking the schlong.

And that is the final cut.

Goodbye Summer August 19, 2023

August 19, 2023
This evening
in Fort Greene Park
the trees changed color
from summer green
to end of summer green

The sun set earlier
than yesterday
a sliver moon follows its celestial partner
west
to a horizon
Beyond Brooklyn's skyline

BBQs burn along Myrtle Avenue
Not as many as last weekend.
the leaves turn black
in the new night
the BBQ smoke smell of of hot dogs, burgers, and ribs
and meat
From prehistoric times

Everyone from the walt whitman houses
in the park
having fun
and the sky goes sapphire
the fingernail moon goes silver
And the August breeze cools the air

the people become shadows
it's time for me
to call it a day
but not an end to summer
The season has another month to go
with the days haunting shorter
with a new moon guiding the way
to the equinox
more than thirty days away
and the less green leaves still on the trees
awaiting autumn
and winter.
Goodbye summer soon.

The Marxist Rebellion of Trump

Shin Bet In the USA Police - Shoot To Kill

Monday a Denver police officer fatally shot a man who was holding a marker pen, which the officer mistakenly believed was a knife, officials said on Monday. Two of the city's officers were responding to a 911 domestic dispute call.

According to the Guardian newly released body-camera footage of the killing of Brandon Cole, 36, on 5 August shows an officer firing two shots at the man who was on the sidewalk. A young child and a woman were standing close behind the man as the officer fired at him and he fell to the ground.

The man's wife begged for them not to shoot her husband. Mr. Cole got out of his car. one officer tazzed him without effect and he charged the female officer, thinking he had a knife. She shot him dead. He had been holding a magic marker.

Too many times police officers use deadly force on unarmed individuals with or without provocation. These situations happen quick. it took only forty seconds from the arrival of the police until Mr. Cole was shot dead. Forty seconds.

Denver police six montgs at the academy training for the field and another two months on the street, however confrontations with many individuals result in police violence, which is understandable considering that their training comes from Shin Bet. The Zionist security force has been an integral part of repressing the Palestians under the Occupation. In Palestine the IDF and police treat the Arab populace as an animals in the ghettos of the West Bank and Jerusalem.

Shoot to kill.

Police in the USA trained by Shin Bet regard any individual as a potential life threatening terrorist.

Americans call any confrontation such as that of Mr. Brandon Cole as suicide by police.

I call it manslaughter at best and murder in truth.

At one point the occupation mentality has to change.

Until then Shoot To Kill will be the cops' mantra every time out of their cruisers.

America despite what Trump supporters want is not Nazi Germany.

Not yet.

Melee de Paris et Union Square

Last week there was a melee in Union Square when Social media influencer Kai Cenat told his followers that there would be a free giveaway. Thousands of people gathered to be part of the scene.
Cenat showed late.
Nothing was given away.
The crowd got out of control and the steroided NYPD freaked out and declared a Level 4 alert.
The crowd got out of control
The New York Times called it a melee.
The Post used the word RIOT.
They blamed the young people and arrested 60 as well as Ke Cenat for rioting.
I wasn't there.
But as Mayor Daley said of the 1968 Days of Rage police riot, "The police aren't there to preserve disorder, they're there to preserve disorder."
That melee the other day was just a melee.
Back in the 80s I lived in Paris. Doorman at Les Bains, a famed club.
1985 the students rebelled against the Socialist government for hiking the tuitions. I had just scored some drugs from Ali on the Boulevard St. Germain and wandered through a fascist mob who was overturning a black BMW. Inside was the minister of culture. Jacques Lang. I shouted, "Arrete." They did and I pulled the minister and his driver from the vehicle. Sent on their way I turned to the mob and told them to burn the car.
They firebombed the BMW and I went to the Cafe le Flore. A glass of red and the smell of a burning car.
A minute later the CRS flooded the Boulevard. The fascists fought off Les Flics. I didn't move an inch from my balloon rouge. Now that was a riot.

Pinball The Gaslight Inn Park Slope 1977

At 3 O'Clock
I thought about going to Rockaways
The day slipped away
Seconds ticked into Minutes
I catch the B54 bus
It's 4:16

I calculated the time.
Four hours
Back and forth
To and from Rockaway

At North Portland
I get off
Across the avenue
Fort Greene Park

A green lawn shaded by trees
My feet carried me
To a Japanese Pagoda Tree
My hand swept away the twigs
And stones
I lay down an orange towel.

This is not virgin ground
Millions of feet have trampled this spot
There are no footprints.
Someone
A long time ago
Carved 'FRAN' into the thin bark.
The name shows its age
I knew a Fran
From Park Slope
1976.

Long black hair
Jewish
She played pinball
At the Gaslight Inn
On 7th Avenue
Her hips humped the machine
Without a tilt
I didn't know her name.

1976
Park Slope
Pinball
I ordered a Heineken.

The bartender wondered
If she made love the same.
After her last ball
Disappeared
I challenged her to a game.
Her Sephardic eyes
Locked on mine
Then gazed at my groin.

"Fran."

She had a Brooklyn accent
Very Brooklyn
She was a native
I came from New England.

Her first shot collected 33,000
Mine 55,000
Her hips ground into the machine
54,000
She was good
I was better.
87,000

"You're going to tilt the machine."

"I never tilt."

Her eyes fixed on the machine
FUTURE SPA
A good run
78000
My next shoot collect 25,000

I took it easy
My best score on the same machine
Times Square.
615,000
I wanted this game over
Fast.

She never caught me
I rewarded her loss
With a White Russian
She slid closer to me
Her skin was caked with baby powder.
I had to ask the bartender's question
About her humping the pinball machine.

"Come home with me and you'll find out "

The answer was yes.
And yes everytime.

Fran had a boyfriend. At her apartment When we were naked on her mattress the phone rang she never answered a little later a persistent knock On the door. It was him. Fran whispered "Don't say anthing And don't stop." I never did not once. I got up from the lawn in Fort Greene Park.
My fingertips touch the name
FRAN
On the Japanese Pagoda Tree
Someone had cut it into the trunk
It wasn't me.
Her name was only tattooed into my memories.

1976
Pinball
Fran.

THE MIRAGE OF TIME by Peter Nolan Smith

The Gulf War had scared away the tourists from Bunaken Island and I had the coral cliffs all to my self. I was the only traveler at the dining room. After a week of desolate free diving with sea turtles I returned to Manado to catch a Pelni liner rounding the Northern Arm of Sulawesi.

I was the only 'Mistah' on the liner traveling 2nd class and had a four bunk cabin to myself.

I drank beer with the lower classes and dined alone in the state room, as we cruised along Sulawesi's desolate jungled shore. Sea, beaches, coconut trees. I was good to be on the Malakkar Straits. My family had whaled off these islands throughout the 1800s. My Uncle Dave had served on a destroyer in the Pacific. He rarely went ashore.

That evening the ship stopped at Balikpapan, an oil port in East Kalimantan. The people here were Bugis, famed pirates, and head-hunting Dayaks from interior of Borneo. I didn't get off the ship. It was safe. I knew no one ashore. Nowhere. No one.

After sunset the ship pulled out of port and we were soon out of sight of land with only the stars to guide us through the night. I drank beer at the fantail and smoked kretik cigarettes laced with cloves. A young man from Ambon gave me one. I inhaled and coughed slightly, thinking why am I smoking, since I've never smokeed before. Probably because everyone was. Indonesian music from a radio drifted on the wind. We were following the path of the Milky Way overhead. I felt a thousands of miles and decades away from my life in New York. Happy and returned to my cabin to be lulled to sleep by the sea's gentle hold on the ship.

The ship engines changed speed. I rose from my bunk and walked onto the second-class deck accompanied by my Nelles map. It was still night in the tropics. Black as the ace of spades and the silhouettes of the coastline marked our impending arrival at Palu, the largest city and port of Centreal Sulawesi. I pulled out anpother kretek and dreamed of living in the times of the Bugis pirates. They were fierce and travels throughout the archilego owing allegiance to the wind.

Thinking about it seriously, it was better to be living now.

The New Warsaw -Jenin - Gaza

In the summer of 1939 the German blitzkrieg overran Western Poland and laid siege to Warsaw. The City surrendered on September 29, 1939. The Wehrmacht or the German army occupied the Polish capitol backed by the Einsatzgruppe EG IV and the Einsatzkommandos. By November 1940 the commander of EG IV, Josef Meisinger 'Butcher of Warsaw' gathered 430,000 Jews in what was known as the Judenrat. 30% of the city's population in 2.4% of the metropolitan area according to Wikipedia.

The Warsaw Ghetto was closed to the world and its inhabitants awaited transport to the East ie the Final Solution.

Not a single Palestinian participated in the Holocaust, but after the collapse the Jews fled Europe to swarm to the British protectorate of the Old Ottoman empire surrounding Jerusalem. They soon constituted 30% of the population, however after the UN recognized Israel in the new nation was granted nearly 50% of the land despite the Kingdom of Judah having ceased to exist after the Romans sacked the Temple.

The Arab armies attacked the Zionist state and after ten months of war result of the war, the State of Israel controlled the area that the UN had proposed for the Jewish state, as well as almost 60% of the area proposed for the Arab state.

Like the Americans tried to exterminate the Tribes, the British eliminate the Irish, and the Nazi Holocaust against the Jewish people, the Zionists have created two Warsaw Ghettos in Gaza and The West Bank. I have sadly heard many of my Jewish friends refer to the Palestians as animals just as had the Germans described the millions of Holocaust. They can not see the evils of Zionism. How that state abandoned the freedom of the Diaspora to inflict a new Holocaust on their fellow humans. Thankfully not at Jews are Nazis, but the new regime has become more and more fascist to protect their stolen heritage. Even the tens of thousands protesting the changes in the constitution never mention the rot at the core at the center of the Zionist state.

The recreation of the Warsaw Ghetto.

North and south.

Never again shoukd be everyone's call for freedom.

Especially in the Warsaw Ghettoes 2023.

ps

We Are Alone

And the Aliens thought themselves Gods
Divine beings destined for the stars
Traveling in Hydrogen-fission spacecraft
On a Holy mission
To spread the Word
To the Heathen Extra-Terrestrials
The first meeting happened long ago
Hunters greeting tri-podites
They taught us life
Now we ready for the Bible-jihad
We are Gods in our minds.
More Shiva than Jesus.
Lucky to be alive

A poem from a 1978 journal

August 10, 1994 - Williamsburg - Journal Entry

August 10 1994

I retired from working at Rick's metal shop lucky to have not cut off any fingers. Next week I'll resume selling diamonds on 47th Street. Andrea, who had been Rickie's righthand, has gone to work with her brother, thus being saved from the 9-5 daily stretch of abuse from Richie and Manny. I'm equally stupid in their eyes and am also subject to abuse, even though a Rebbi once asked everyone gather in the exchange, "What do you know?"

Everyone said their piece and the Rebbi turned to me, "Nu, the goy, what do you know?"

"Ich weiss nichts other than anyone who knows all the answers hasn't heard all the questions."

"Ach, the goy is a smart sheygutz."

The abuse won't stop now than it hadn't before, but I'll be in a clean environment and the scorn of Dave from Spongehead, who always gives me the cold shoulder, as if I had stolen his Barbie Doll. Every time he saw me. No more Brooklyn, even though I loved being a real working man and working with metal. even if all my food tasted of brass, copper, and steel.

ALMOST THIRTY YEARS AGO

THE BEST FORM OF FLATTERY by Peter Nolan Smith

Written Sep 24, 2010

Midtown traffic was snarled by the security measures protecting foreign dignitaries from any harm during the annual UN General Assembly. Crosstown streets were closed east of 5th Avenue and the beeping tentacles of the congestion packed Madison Avenue. My bus took twenty minutes to cover ten blocks. I was late for a gallery opening on 78th Street and abandoned public transportation for the more ancient mode of walking. My pace was accelerated by two panicked calls from my landlord AP and Billy O. Our dinner guest, an Irish hedge fund banker, was on a 'craic'.

"This is polite society up here." Billy O was looking for clients. He was a real estate broker in the East End. Most people living above 72nd Street had money, especially in between Park and 5th Avenues. "I'm afraid that he's going to shag an old heiress."

"Would be the worst thing to happen to her? When I was living down in Palm Beach, I dreamed about seducing a wealthy octogenarian with three weeks to live."

"You would have given her the best two weeks of her life." Billy O and I went back to the 80s.

"At least." I was never stingy with love or lust given the right circumstances, however my time on Palm Beach had been off-season. Secondly those crones with money knew the game. Men fought over them at the Leopard Lounge. I was too proud to enter that arena.

Except for once.

"Hurry up." Billy O sounded desperate. "He's offering the owner a line of blow."

"Ten minutes."

I made it in 15. The police had blockaded 72nd Street for the passage of POTUS. This evening Obama was speaking at the UN. High-level conversations were scheduled between the Israelis, Palestinians, and our leader. Peace initiative # 257. The presidential cavalcade passed at 65 mph. A fast-moving target. I waved to what I guess was his car. My support for change remained strong.

After disembarking from the bus I hurried the final six blocks to the gallery. It was located in a small townhouse. The crowd was gentile. The artist hailed from the Hamptons. Some of his paintings had crows in them. Two women complained about the crows on their property.

"They're bad eating and worse as pets." A tall man in a Versace suit slurred from his slouch. It was Irish Johnny. His accent was pure Hollyfield drenched by the slobber of art wine.

The two middle-aged women in matching Chanel summer drag glanced over their sloped shoulders at the intruders. Their noses wrinkled with disdain. They had the expression down pat and clattered away from Irish Johnny in spiky stilettos. Popular footwear this season.

Irish Johnny staggered to the bar and grabbed two glasses of Chablis. The first one lasted a second. The second balanced his careen through the gallery. His trousers were rolled to mid-calf and his sneakers were unlaced. He was drunk enough not to recognize me. We had drank at a bar in Easthampton a year ago. I didn't say hello, but nodded to Billy O and my landlord. They signaled to keep an eye on Irish Johnny. The banker was difficult work after closing time on the NYSE. I engaged him in a long conversation on John Kelly, Ireland's premier DJ, and drinking at the Shelbourne Hotel Bar. Irish Johnny couldn't have been happy and neither could the gallery owner.

The dead drunk was with the living drunk.

Billie O and AP schmoozzed the rich. A hard crowd to work, but the two had been laboring in the Hamptons for years. AP spoke to a prospective new client. He owned a football team. His girlfriend was an old friend. The connections were snaking together. It was time to leave. Irish Johnny was hitting on a painting.

"How much you want for one night?"

Billy O took charge. Irish Johnny was his boy. They proposed dinner at Danielle's. A posey place. I begged off that future. Billy O and AP said, "Come."

"Veni, vidi, ibam."

"I came, I saw, I went." Johnny Irish was a Latin Scholar too.

I waved my goodbyes and walked to the 77th Street Subway. Lex Line to Bleecker Street. D train to Atlantic Avenue. Key in the front door at 8:23. I climbed the stairs to my apartment and wrote about Hoegaarten Beer. My wine-weakened fingers were slow on the keyboard.

A knock on my door.

AP.

He wanted to smoke some pot.

"Dinner was fantastic, but you were so right to go. He never broke open the bag of cocaine."

"Better to have a $20 bag with a friend than an 8-ball with a fiend." The lack of an 'r' made a big difference.

AP and I smoke some weed. We drank some wine. We listened to garage rock. Our favorite genre of music, although he loved the Beatles and I hated them as pop poseurs. At least we agreed that WORKING CLASS HERO by John Lennon was brilliant.

"You know I really love having you live here." AP considered me a NY legend.

"Thanks." I loved living here too.

"No one in New York is like you now and no one writes like you, but I have to say one thing and that's you have been plundering old writing and putting it on your website as if it was new."

"So you noticed."

"I'm one of your most faithful readers."

I had been adding stories to gain girth on treads of interest. Not lazy, just that I don't have much time in the day to write with my boss asking me what I'm doing every two minutes. No much of a defense for AP.

"You should be writing all the time."

"Agreed." I love writing on the 4th floor of his brownstone. My view of the downtown Brooklyn skyline. The changes of the sunset. His kids sleeping on the lower floor. Their falling asleep to the MC5. "I'll try to be more original."

"No one is more original than you in these days of mediocre." AP truly was a fan. "All I want to see is more new."

"Oof." More work.

A sign of the times.

"I promise to not rob the grave, unless it makes a nice flow."

We smoked more weed and drank the rest of his Hoegaarten.

They were good and we were safe from Irish Johnny.

FIRST LAST THOUGHT

After my birth
I nothing
I possess nothing
I feel nothing
Not love
Food
Pissing
Shitting
Nor sleeping
Nothing touched my nothingness__
Then I awoke
Underwater
Lungs filled with water
Panic
Around me nothing
I look up
A hand
I reach up
Two hands seize mine
I am pulled to the surface
A woman on a raft hugs me
I know her smell___
I had known it for my forever
I had created her
Mother
The salty water
The beach
People
The woman beautiful
The woman my mother
We at a beach
Higgins Beach
Maine
1953
My mother slaps my back
I spew ocean
Alive
An escapee from the nothingness of infancy
My first thought as a child
I love this
Life
Same as now
Alive always alive
Forever to never
Again___